Monday, December 31, 2012

Recap of 2012

This is going to be a stereotypical end of the year post, but before I begin, let me give some updates.
  • I made a carefree blog, where I'll be sharing little daily things I don't care to post to this particular blog.  I explain it more there.  You can find me at www.emilytheperson.tumblr.com.  If you have a clean and appropriate tumblr, follow me and I'll probably follow you back.
  • I'm on twitter @emilytheperson.
Looking back over 2012, I am seriously amazed at how things have changed and how much I have grown.  Wonderful things have happened.  Difficult things have happened.  I've seen my heart changed further and further by Christ.  

I would like to share some highlights from this year in the form of a bunch of photos.  I plan to welcome 2013 with prayer, worship, and joy.  If it's a fraction as great as 2012 was, it will be a fantastic year.

New York City
First time to ride in a limo
4th of July
Being in Alpha Asher 2012
Making some of the best friends ever
My precious BG for Impact 2012
AGGIE FOOTBALL
Voting for the first time
Meeting our entire block in one afternoon
Getting accepted for Impact Omega Simeon 2013
Getting a backpack guitar for Christmas
A wonderful family Christmas
Turning twenty
As you can see, I have been blessed this year with wonderful friends and experiences.  I have accomplished goals and learned new things.  I'll share a little more about some of my goals for 2013 tomorrow.

What 2012 goals did you accomplish?  Was this year wonderful or was it difficult?  How can I pray for you as this year ends and a new year begins?

Thursday, December 20, 2012

It's okay to ask why.

For the last six days, the United States has been reeling with grief after the slaughter of twenty precious children and six adults, many of whom died as heroes.

I've shed many tears this week and asked many questions of the Lord about why things like this happen.  I have been reminded of how much Christ loves children and how He is also grieving over the callousness and brokenness of this world in which we live.  In Matthew 19:14, Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these."  God loved every single child and every victim of the shooting in Connecticut last week. 

December 15 was the five-year anniversary of the death of a sweet friend of mine.  Remembering Gatlin and still hurting over the decision that he made to end his own life while watching the world weep over the loss of twenty first-graders made this week a time of both grief and further understanding of the Lord's faithfulness.

Job 1:21
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised.

Psalm 62:5
Yes, my soul, find rest in God; my hope comes from him.

Psalm 27:13
I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord.

As long as we live in a broken world, there will be death.  There will be grief.  There will be great sorrow.  These are the unfortunate consequences of being broken people surrounded by our own sin.  But there is hope

The love of God is bigger than tragedy, bigger than grief, bigger than terror.  His love conquers death.  He holds victory over the enemy.  He extends grace to the broken.  He comforts the hurting.  He gives rest to the weary.

The love of our God is bigger than the shooting in Connecticut.  The love of our God is bigger than the destitution and poverty in Africa.  The love of our God is bigger than the brokenness of this world.  And because He is bigger, there is hope.

He is faithful.