Wake up, sleep, walk and walk.
Life and time and breathing.
I think of school and other things,
But mostly just of leaving.
I miss my house. I miss these things.
I'm lonely, sighing, living.
If I could step back into time,
I'd always keep on giving.
I'd hold my daddy's hand again
And dance atop his feet.
I'd hug my mom and kiss my dog,
If we were again to meet.
So here I am, walking, walking.
My heart hangs in the air.
What I would do, what I would give,
To be at home back there.
This is exactly how I feel right now, Emily. I've just moved into my dorm yesterday and I don't know anyone. School starts tomorrow. I'm all by myself and it can get lonely. I miss my family. I'm getting paranoid. But I think I'll get to class and have friends soon. For now, I have God with me to keep me sane and safe. Ah, my first year in college. Reading your old blog post now, going thru the same things, I felt as though I can relate to you much better than before. You make me feel better. Keep writing girl! Take care and God bless you :))ReplyDelete